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Got to love that you assumed I wanted to kill myself for lack of effort towards making my life interesting. No, my friend, that is not what this is all about. It is money what worries me the most; or to be more precise, the lack of it.

Interesting turn of events, though. Calling me idiot has certainly made you feel better at some point during the time you were posting that down, I am sure.

There is hardly any reason as to why you would consider my death a possibility. Albeit Nate might have been rude yesterday, he was right to dismiss my lamentable heeds to attention. It was a fragile moment, regardless --Nate should have catered to that with more attention. You, on the other hand, acted nicely and cared. It was great and I can only thank you as much for it.

Slightly more to the point, is calling someone an idiot really going to help them out? There are two immediate reactions one may fall down to. Neither of them are truly positive, either. To give up on yourself, or to fight through reactively; is not to build a strong ever-lasting foundation. To act according to what a specific situation demands can only overburden its negative effects if there is a solid and consistent base, to back up the less heroic-times one may come across. After all, we are not a all-hype-all-strong kind, nor would we know how to live greatly and fascinatingly if were shoved appart from these "bad moments" that makes us all so characteristic.

I can see right in your actions, Kody. You meant good, but I am afraid your selective behaviour might have not been as accurate as you would expect. One can only trespass bad with good, and good with bad. In situations like these, one must see to things through the crude simplicity of the human eye. Good begets good. Bad begets bad. Black is black. White is white. Quirk realities, never.

I will live; as always. Death is not an option for me. I am the strongest and most capable person in the world.

And so are you, mighty person who reads through these words. Be you whoever you may be.

I've tried to kill myself a couple times and wanted to countless more. That feeling will come at one point or another and it's best to just view it as a temporary condition and ride out the storm.


*EDIT*
Additionally Dann, you have more talent and potential for success than anyone else on this forum and I'm sure that sooner or later you will be noticed for it and at that point you will be living the good life.

Thanks Dennis and AJ.

A few numbers:
University - £4000
University Paperwork - £300
This Month's Rent - £530 + 50 (Bills) = £570
This Month's Needs - £120 (Transports) + £250 (Food, Groceries, etc) = £370

4000 + 300 + 570 + 370 = 5240. Round that up, and make it £5300 for any special needs.

£5300 = 8 160.94 U.S. dollars


Ouch.

Dann you are an idiot.

Albeit Nate might have been rude yesterday, he was right to dismiss my lamentable heeds to attention. It was a fragile moment, regardless --Nate should have catered to that with more attention. You, on the other hand, acted nicely and cared. It was great and I can only thank you as much for it.

I was going to dance a jig since you said I was right but the 2nd half bummed me out. Honest, whole-heartedly, no bullshit, no faggotness: you're a good guy and an even better friend. Had I actually been worried about you, I would have dealt more delicately. But, knowing you the little I do, I know you won't do anything as foolish as suicide. In our little time together as friends, I've seen you in distress several times. I know you have the capacity to work through hard times and that is why I joked. If I thought you were actually going to do it, I would have begged and harassed you not to do it because, frankly, we need more artistic and forward-thinking people such as yourself in this world. I'd hate to see the "idiotic" slice of the population pie grow larger after you deceased.

I can see right in your actions, Kody. You meant good, but I am afraid your selective behaviour might have not been as accurate as you would expect.

Yea Kody, come on, we need positive influences here!

I will live; as always. Death is not an option for me. I am the strongest and most capable person in the world.

That's my point above.

I just.....love you, Nate.
 

:-*                ...meant to be on the tip of your head, if you know what I mean...

See, no need to be pouty when I said that in the chatbox

Dann's going to start drawing nudes. Can't wait.