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Community => The Lounge => Topic started by: Knight on Monday, September 06, 2010, 06:25:15 AM
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Dann you are an idiot. Rather than throwing your life, money, friends and time away you could be leaving all behind in a positive way. Travel, become a mysterious mother fucker who does awesome things and lives in a shack. Become a wondering samurai who does good deeds and asks nothing back but usually gets laid by beautiful mistresses. Killing yourself just means you have exhausted every single option in living another different life. Unless you're just some lazy prick who thinks death is the most satisfying way to end your life, and I know you aren't. And you know what? I need to follow this advice too, lets start, you and I, living our lives better.
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Got to love that you assumed I wanted to kill myself for lack of effort towards making my life interesting. No, my friend, that is not what this is all about. It is money what worries me the most; or to be more precise, the lack of it.
Interesting turn of events, though. Calling me idiot has certainly made you feel better at some point during the time you were posting that down, I am sure.
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No calling you an idiot is an attempt to make you realize that killing your self would be stupid. I understand money problems more than I can express. We are 4 people living on 1 minimum wage part time job, my mothers, and we just found out she is loosing it. We cannot get any type of government aid for reasons that would take to long to post. There is NO jobs where I live, I have no way of getting to the closest big city that has a few jobs. In short we are pretty much fucked. Now you are a smart person living in a rather large city, you will and you can find a job, I know you will. Do not panic. I understand that times are hard, I am a person who has lived through more hard times than most. I have been depressed and have attempted to kill my self in the past. I have had a fragmented view as to what lays after death. It its worth living your life to the fullest.
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There is hardly any reason as to why you would consider my death a possibility. Albeit Nate might have been rude yesterday, he was right to dismiss my lamentable heeds to attention. It was a fragile moment, regardless --Nate should have catered to that with more attention. You, on the other hand, acted nicely and cared. It was great and I can only thank you as much for it.
Slightly more to the point, is calling someone an idiot really going to help them out? There are two immediate reactions one may fall down to. Neither of them are truly positive, either. To give up on yourself, or to fight through reactively; is not to build a strong ever-lasting foundation. To act according to what a specific situation demands can only overburden its negative effects if there is a solid and consistent base, to back up the less heroic-times one may come across. After all, we are not a all-hype-all-strong kind, nor would we know how to live greatly and fascinatingly if were shoved appart from these "bad moments" that makes us all so characteristic.
I can see right in your actions, Kody. You meant good, but I am afraid your selective behaviour might have not been as accurate as you would expect. One can only trespass bad with good, and good with bad. In situations like these, one must see to things through the crude simplicity of the human eye. Good begets good. Bad begets bad. Black is black. White is white. Quirk realities, never.
I will live; as always. Death is not an option for me. I am the strongest and most capable person in the world.
And so are you, mighty person who reads through these words. Be you whoever you may be.
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I have had a fragmented view as to what lays after death. It its worth living your life to the fullest.
Man, I really wanna dig deep into this, but I have to run to class in a few minutes. I'll post later. :)
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I've tried to kill myself a couple times and wanted to countless more. That feeling will come at one point or another and it's best to just view it as a temporary condition and ride out the storm.
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Additionally Dann, you have more talent and potential for success than anyone else on this forum and I'm sure that sooner or later you will be noticed for it and at that point you will be living the good life.
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I don't think anyone knows but Dann has to pay for school and his living establishment. And Dann isn't exactly going to just any wishy-washy school either. He's in the big boy school and it takes big boy money. And as far as I know Dann still works on a borked schedule that consists of all night hours. And London is not where he's from therefore he needs to be more calculated than anyone else here. We should probably be applauding Dann because we all live with our parents.
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Thanks Dennis and AJ.
A few numbers:
University - £4000
University Paperwork - £300
This Month's Rent - £530 + 50 (Bills) = £570
This Month's Needs - £120 (Transports) + £250 (Food, Groceries, etc) = £370
4000 + 300 + 570 + 370 = 5240. Round that up, and make it £5300 for any special needs.
£5300 = 8 160.94 U.S. dollars
Ouch.
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Thanks Dennis and AJ.
A few numbers:
University - £4000
University Paperwork - £300
This Month's Rent - £530 + 50 (Bills) = £570
This Month's Needs - £120 (Transports) + £250 (Food, Groceries, etc) = £370
4000 + 300 + 570 + 370 = 5240. Round that up, and make it £5300 for any special needs.
£5300 = 8 160.94 U.S. dollars
Ouch.
i make 900 usd a month!
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Dann you are an idiot. (http://www.youareanidiot.org/)
Albeit Nate might have been rude yesterday, he was right to dismiss my lamentable heeds to attention. It was a fragile moment, regardless --Nate should have catered to that with more attention. You, on the other hand, acted nicely and cared. It was great and I can only thank you as much for it.
I was going to dance a jig since you said I was right but the 2nd half bummed me out. Honest, whole-heartedly, no bullshit, no faggotness: you're a good guy and an even better friend. Had I actually been worried about you, I would have dealt more delicately. But, knowing you the little I do, I know you won't do anything as foolish as suicide. In our little time together as friends, I've seen you in distress several times. I know you have the capacity to work through hard times and that is why I joked. If I thought you were actually going to do it, I would have begged and harassed you not to do it because, frankly, we need more artistic and forward-thinking people such as yourself in this world. I'd hate to see the "idiotic" slice of the population pie grow larger after you deceased.
I can see right in your actions, Kody. You meant good, but I am afraid your selective behaviour might have not been as accurate as you would expect.
Yea Kody, come on, we need positive influences here!
I will live; as always. Death is not an option for me. I am the strongest and most capable person in the world.
That's my point above.
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I just.....love you, Nate.
:-* ...meant to be on the tip of your head, if you know what I mean...
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I just.....love you, Nate.
:-* ...meant to be on the tip of your head, if you know what I mean...
See, no need to be pouty when I said that in the chatbox :)
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"Huh?" to the above post.
For those that actually care, I would like to inform you all that I am now starting to feel slightly better. Money issues are yet to be resolved, but at least I know look at them in a brighter way. That aside, I feel as if I have been through the artistic block that was frustrating me so much.
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Dann's going to start drawing nudes. Can't wait.
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Will actually start doing that in a week's time, or so.
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So that's when you're going to do that caricature of me that we talked about. Got it.