Like I said in the shoutbox, this is a mistake/bad joke. I'm am alive (not kicking ass though).
For those who have followed my situation, here's a little info about the present:
I have just finished my second bone marrow transplant. After 4 weeks in a isolation room at the hospital (where I was still able to play AA and have fun with you guys) I came home monday. I'm not in great shape, the chemo's and the transplant have fucked up my body but it's for the good cause, and with a bit of time (few months) I will get my weight back and my body will have regenerated a bit !
I hope this was the last time I had to spend so much time at the hospital ( if everything runs fine, it was! )
I still have to go once a week for check ups and for blood transplants but the nurses there are so sweet with me, that's it's not disturbing to go there

I'll have a PET-scan in 3 months to see the progress of the cancer and hopefully it's gone, cross fingers with me

I'll certainly keep in touch those interested !
Thanks again for the support, it is much appreciated