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« on: Tuesday, July 27, 2010, 02:02:57 AM »
It is that understanding that should have set you onto E3 or what-have-you. As it is Dennis's understanding that he undeniably entertained by Game Engeniers and Coding that should have set him up. Same logic applies to all saints. We all have the drive to do something. All in different areas and with different paces, surely --but all, alike, interested. If we didn't, you (Nate) wouldn't keep perfecting Pipeline, or Dennis's mind wouldn't keep brainstorming different approaches and possibilities that could be worked out within the GE (Game Engine), and so forth.
I know there goes a long from "Hey, I like to do this every now and then!" to "Whoo-hoo, we're involved in a project with an actual mindset, some objectives and better even, we'd love to see it being played on every now and then!" ---Maybe there are other communities more willing to accept and interact along than AA's--- (Why did I say maybe? Fuck. It's 100% certain that there are!).
Nate: "Oh, I don't want to learn a whole new GE and whatnot. Too much work!"
Dennis: "Oh, that'd be fun as hell. I'll just watch it happen and bring joy when most needed!"
Etc: "Oh, blah blah *excuses* blah blah *more excuses* bleh bleh *invalid excuses* and finally, meh!"
Well then;
Nate: I bet GE have a kind of similarity to them. Not only that, you too need to realize starting from scratch now won't be nearly as hard as it was in the past. You now know a bit more, if not consistently more, about shapes, dynamics, textures, meshes, sounds, and so on. True, it could take you loads of reading and experimenting, but wouldn't that pay off in the long run? I mean, wouldn't map-leveling with a newer GE, that is being used widely across the gaming community and that is 1000x more accepted than the previous be worth it? You'd greater the chances of seeing your maps being played online. You'd give yourself that boost. From what I know of you, having that or not having it at all won't make much of a difference to you. But then again, that's not entirely true now, is it? I remember how community-founded you were back when mAAp was being played on. I remember seeing and feeling/sensing those wacky vibes from you, and it was, in all its naturally, very rewarding and joyful.
Dennis: You know this already. We've spoken about it a couple of times now. You have a problem in taking this seriously. More precisely, you have a problem taking yourself seriously. In being bound by and to commitment. In being honest as to what truly passionates you, and how your actions can make you different out of it. Hesitation, hesitation, I hear it echoing from down below. Wake the fuck up, will you, buddy? I'll promise you, you'll feel better once you've done. Oh you will, jolly mother you will!
[irony] Etc: I don't know what to say man. You were vague with your "blah blah". I guess I'll just tell you out. [/irony]
In a generalised remark;
"You can always count on Americans to do the right thing - after they've tried everything else.â€
It's about damn time?