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« on: Monday, September 06, 2010, 09:11:10 AM »
There is hardly any reason as to why you would consider my death a possibility. Albeit Nate might have been rude yesterday, he was right to dismiss my lamentable heeds to attention. It was a fragile moment, regardless --Nate should have catered to that with more attention. You, on the other hand, acted nicely and cared. It was great and I can only thank you as much for it.
Slightly more to the point, is calling someone an idiot really going to help them out? There are two immediate reactions one may fall down to. Neither of them are truly positive, either. To give up on yourself, or to fight through reactively; is not to build a strong ever-lasting foundation. To act according to what a specific situation demands can only overburden its negative effects if there is a solid and consistent base, to back up the less heroic-times one may come across. After all, we are not a all-hype-all-strong kind, nor would we know how to live greatly and fascinatingly if were shoved appart from these "bad moments" that makes us all so characteristic.
I can see right in your actions, Kody. You meant good, but I am afraid your selective behaviour might have not been as accurate as you would expect. One can only trespass bad with good, and good with bad. In situations like these, one must see to things through the crude simplicity of the human eye. Good begets good. Bad begets bad. Black is black. White is white. Quirk realities, never.
I will live; as always. Death is not an option for me. I am the strongest and most capable person in the world.
And so are you, mighty person who reads through these words. Be you whoever you may be.