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The Lounge / Re: My life
« on: Thursday, September 16, 2010, 07:03:47 AM »
Ok Dann, if others know I am being lazy, I guess you could call it a blow to my ego and self image. If people know I am more likely to do some thing to change. Its not your feed back or praise/hate(which I appreciate) that motivates me its the thought of other people knowing some thing that I would prefer to stay hidden. Its also a daily reminder to me that this change needs to happen. And you are right I am the only one that can make this change happen. And I view this thread as one of many ways of helping me change. This thread is a support beam if you will, and when I am ready I will delete this thread when I no longer need to be reminded.