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P.S:. Actually, nevermind. Gotta go out, need to sort somethings out.

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Indeed Mister, an addiction is an addiction.

Being aware, however, plays a significant role in keeping this addiction at bay.

For instance, with coke:
- Never go a night without doing all the drug you bought. Why? Because by sleeping, waking up and sniffing another line, you'll be giving your body a cycle, one which you do not want to follow up.
- Have an interval of at least 15min between each line you sniff. That'll give your body's bloodstream time to complete a cycle. Preferreably, you should give about 30-45min before you do a second line.
- Make sure you've eaten before you take on the drugs. Also make sure you keep yourself hydrated. It's easy to forget how faster everything is going on on your body once you've taken these drugs. Again, awareness.


This is how you control yourself. Be being aware and responsible. That's all control is: A sum of awareness and resonsability.

I agree with Skrewy on a few aspects, although I'd just like to add something to the conversation.

Drugs can indeed be life-changing. Essentially, drugs make you reach different parts of your brain you wouldn't normally reach. These parts aren't accessed on a routine which in other words means they've not yet been established directional links to the conscious part of our brain --by not doing so, they open a new precedent. Suddenly, the value and importance you give to conscious facts you become aware of in life is rendered non-effecting to this newly accessed parts of your brain. This explains why sometimes a single trip can completely change the way you perceive A or B or even the way you think of yourself. It is because you have no way to measure value and affluence of said access established within your brain that you can judge.

Metaphorically, it'd be like dropping a cow from midair into a field with around 900+ and no one --not even the dogs-- would realize that's a cow and not a dog. They may know it's not a dog but they do not know that it isn't a dog either...thus, they're left with simply accepting it.


On the account of drugs, I'm on a hiatus. I'm 23 and have had huge fun with them. Mushrooms, Acids, Coke, Bloom and variables, Weed, MDs, you name it. It's been a good roll and it has indeed helped me reach a few perspectives I'd of not reached (at that given time and under those given circumstances of my life) otherwise.


P.S:. Yes, you can experience the "kick" drugs give you through meditation alone. In order to do that, you need to start training your brain on the unconscious level, though. A good way to start is giving 10min of your waking-up time out. In those 10min, force yourself to remember what is it that you dreamt and write it down or record it somewhere. Start decoding the native language of your dreams, of your creative creations. Once you've grasped how your brains projects, take a few steps back and relate to that language whilst meditating. After that, patience my dearest, patience you must have and patiently you shall remain.

Hello sic. Dann here.

Welcome around.

This thread contains too much sexyness.

Go get flashed in real life. You'll see what it's like to experience "sensitive" flashes. They'll take you a while longer to recover from, though. As far as AA concerns, indeed do the flashes seem to be rather lengthy --but they need to, otherwise they wouldn't prove effective within the AA2.5 game engine and physics, which dare I say, are rather slower than that of AA's later releases.

Additionally, there is absolutely no difference between a flash being thrown to a Mac-player or a PC-player. They'll experience the same vision breakdown, the same sense of lostness and will take exactly the same time until they can start seeing the light shine upon their eyes once again...Unless you're using a 40 year old monitor plugged onto your Mac/PC, there is simply no way to either prove or counter-argument that the code has been made remarkably identical for whichever software/hardware.