First of all I would like to thank community, especially to sergio and spanky who gave me the second chance to play this wonderful game. I have disappointed them as well as the whole community of America's Army with my childish attitude. I will apologize everyone here so there is no more hate.
I said some deep and very bad words to Ganja to his cancer. It was heated conversation and I said things I shouldn't have said it because me and Ganja always hated and disliked each other from the start I joined community, I don't know the main reason that stands behind these arguments to be honest but I do apologize Ganja for words said about his cancer. I would also like to apologize Ganja for all that hate I caused to him, with all our arguments on this forum and game. Hope he accepts my apology, its up to him, but I do understand if he doesn't accept it, it must be very hard to do that in this case. I am very sorry Ganja, I will not cause any more trouble to the forum or community, I will be less active to the conversations and less involved in anything related to AA.
I would like to apologize Vanoke for being a prick to him. I am sorry for laughing at your grammar and vocabulary since we all from different countries and cultures, not every one was borned to speak or write in English. I am very sorry for that message I sent you, just got mad because you mentioned my previous name. I am sorry and hopefully everything can go back the places it used to be. Its up to you to unban me or keep me banned on your servers, I will understand if you think I deserve to be banned and stayed as a prick. Sorry again and hopefully we can become friends.
Also I would like to apologize Merlin for being a prick to him about his emotional feelings. I hope you will accept my apology as I intend not to write or do stupid things again. Sorry on behalf of my clan that I was in and would like to apologize all SWISS clan for said words to you Merlin.
I would like to thank my clan =IGC= for everything they have done for me. Please don't blame =IGC= clan for my stupid words said to Ganja or for my behaviour on forum, I left them with my own decision not to embarrass them, I took all the hate with me and hope you won't dislike IGC, they are very friendly people out there. I have left them and I am staying alone for a very long time. After I started argument with Ganja I have left the clan, haven't talked to anyone in the past week and this will be going until I feel responsible and fixed again and until community accepts me back.
I would like to say very sorry to the administration on this forum for what I have caused. Hope you accept my apology. I have used bad words, used to be in arguments and always used to behave like a child even tho I am 19 years old. I don't have excuse for saying bad words to Ganja, I admit it was my fault, even tho this is internet, the person should feel very sad about this and myself to be ashamed of.
I will understand if you guys keep hating me or disliking me. I will understand if you ban me on all servers, I would move from here if that ever happened. I will be less active, less suggesting and less saying anything here. I agree that I intend and don't like bullying or harassment but I didn't think before I said, I said what did came in my mind, and it might be true I need to stay away from internet now.
I apologize everyone in community, I caused so many dramas here, you gave me so many chances and I feel ashamed and disappointed with myself with what I Have said. I do understand if I get hated forever because I deserve it, but what can I say more, I am really sorry and this won't ever happen again, if this ever happens again, please ban me from forum (lifetime ban) in which I believe I wont cause a mess.
Spanky has a great heart in giving second chances, please dont blame him, it was my responsibility to be calm and shouldn't take any actions or words used to any of the community members.
Sorry again, Peace and out.